I wanna cry loud - Poem

When I walk alone the clouds,
I wish I could see
Just again, once again,
To fall in your feet

I know my tears has no meanings
When I ignored yours,
It was not my mistake, not my mistake
But yes, I let you go.

I was blind to see your love,
I was deaf to hear you weep,
I never realized till now that I was
a Hero, being with you.

Now I wander in this way,
Without knowing beginning and end,
Knocking every door for love,
Strangled in disgust and curse.

I wish I could rewind my days,
I know I am helpless and lost,
Wish I could see you once,
Cry out loud and say – I never knew you loved me so much.